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With this new frame of mind, a thousand flowers could bloom.

These past two weeks have completely turned a 360 compared to the beginning of school. 

Like one extreme to another. 

I started out 
so well. 
Went all the time. 
Felt AMAZING 
and that my whole life had turned right side up finally. 

And now, its back to how things were. 

Sleeping
Eating
fucking around
being useless
having no motivation at all. 


What the FUCK is going on. 

So went to the doctor today. 
And I know why all this was happening. 
merely a simple mistake that I was making
and didnt really think it was a big deal. 
But apparently it is. 
Cause as of now
I feel like shit. 

I need to remind myself to take them. 
I keep forgetting. 
They make me sick. 
like, puke. 

But i guess thats what the cause of ALL MY PROBLEMS IS. 

and i need to get back on track. 


Help me please. ok thanks. 

oh, and my family ok thanks. 

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