A dios le pido

Im playing their game.

Two at a time is tough
I thought it was easier than this.
How do you guys do it.

But its better than sticking to only one foundation.
Although I have already made up my mind.

I can already choose who it is.
But your still there.
Lingering.
Thinking that I still want to be apart of this thing
That we made up.


Sneaking around,
and creating this mold that will be hard to break
But I have to.

I know I denied before.
But ive made up my mind, i think
Its this weird strong feeling.
that I have

and I think its you?



Life is too fucking confusing

And I have just enclosed myself in a box and I dont know how to get out.


Just understand.
and help me.