meow meow meowMIX

This is day 2 that i feel like shit.

and day 8392840 that the meow mix song is STUCKINMYHEAD
what a random fucking song to have stuck in your head
for the longest time.
something is wrong.




I feel like my eyes are gonna pop out of my head
and that my ears are being sucked in
and my head is one. big. balloon.



So i decided that,

i need to change my life.

and i kinda want to like, TOMORROWMORNING

when i wake up.

ive had enough of this shit.

blehfklsajfkasl;fjsdfkjdkfjkdfjdkfjkdjfkdsjlsd;fjakslrioawfioasfjasdf
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ya.



I fucking LOVE
Lipstick Jungle.
its so sexy.


I have alot of "little" dilemas going on in my life right now.
and its weird.
very weird.
ANDIDONTLIKEIT.

I just wish everything was normal.
like, how they used to be.
Cause once something changes,
or something NEW,

its like a stamp.

and even though you forget about it.
its still there.
lingering.
and its not your fault.
its just, there.

and it feels weird.
im not mad.
its just kinda weird.
a little.


hmmm.


and then.
IDONTKNOW.
my head hurts too much.
to look at this screen
to think
to think about you
and you
and them
and her
and him
and you again.
to drink this tea
to be awake
to do anything right now.

fuck.


i swear to god.
i need to leave.
im not even kidding.
im up to jdkflajkdslfjskdalfjskdfjaks < -- here
with school
and people
and dilemas
and drama
and life
and thinking
and food
and money
and jobs
and papers
and stories
and shit
and lies
and whores
and sluts
and coldness
and phoenix
and manipulation
and deceit
and you.

dont even begin to tell me.
i know what i know.
and thats it.
i dont want to hear it.