The Mating Game.

Today was all about you.
and nothing about me.


I didnt really like today's feeling.
cause i did absolutely nothing.
but felt absolutely everything.
and it wasnt good.


I had alot of opinions about life go through my head. from people.
and they were all negative.
and then i thought.
well then fuck life.
why is everything so horrible?
CAUSEWEMAKEITHORRIBLE.
and thats what ive concluded to.


Im still waiting for the day where i will CLICK
and be like. today im gonna change.
and i really FUCKINGHOPEITCOMESSOON.
likee.. tomorrow morning?
we will see.
cause im sick of this bullfuckingshit of
my so called life at the moment.


no one gets it.
so i just SMILEANDSAYHAI
:)
hihihihihi
itsmeandrea
impretending.
boo


I watched lipstick jungle today for four hours.
it was amazing.
i was like, yelling at my computer
"OHHHSHIT NO YOU DIDIDDNNTTT"
hahaa


I want to live in lipstick jungle.
and be Victory.


"Im moving forward.
and im doing the best i can
i wont begin to understand
how this happened
what state am i in"


I dont know who to trust these days.
one person tells me one thing.
and then another tells me another thing.
and i feel suspicious.
i mean, i shouldnt care.


what if one day someone like IMED me or something
and was like, ohmaygod kill me now blahblah
and i was like i dont fucking care shut the fuck up.


..that would be rude.
i would never do that.


OKHONESTLYWHATDOYOUWANTFROMMEIDONTBELIEVEYOU
IWANTTOSEEYOUBUTITSNOTAGOODIDEA
IDONTKNOWABOUTYOUANYMORE
IDONTWANTTOBEINVOLVEDANYMORE
ICANTHANDLEIT
ICANTFUCKINGHANDLEIT
YOUARESONAIVE
YOUDONTGETIT
IMFINE
CAUSEOFTHIS.

get it.



today sucked.