For the tenth time.

I colored my hair again. 

According to the box, its medium auburn. 

I really like it. I think im going to use another box so that it becomes brighter. No? yes?

I'll be ready in two shakes of a lambs tail

Today I saw that movie UP with my brothers. That is the saddest movie pixar has come out with YET. What the fuck? The kid had NO mom, and his dad was never there for him and the old man he went on the adventure with had to go to his wilderness graduation in place of his dad and sit on the curb eating ice cream like how his dad did. That is some kind of fucked up, among other things that went on in the movie, but if you haven't seen it, you should see it for yourself. 

Im working on my portfolio, which was limited to only photographs, but this past week ive been painting like an asian paints nails all day and ive made many a paintings. So now my portfolio has grown from just photographs to pictures, designs from photoshops, and paintings i did on paper and acrylic. Im mostly trying to make some fine ass art to put up in my NEW APARTMENT ill be getting in August. Im so excited. I still have to share a room and a bathroom (motherfuck) but at least it wont be in a shithole dorm and I can stay DURING winter break AND summer. ballin. 

But anyways alot of whats gonna be in my portfolio is on my Deviant Art website.

OMG i just am noticing that fucking Kathy Griffin was an extra in Pulp Fiction WHAT THE FUCK. Thats crazy. 

AHH. This summer is just progressing S L O W L Y but so far I dont have many complaints. So thats good. Im also looking for something to keep me company, if you catch my drift. I feel like my life in itself is a business and im the fucking boss. Ive been back and forth from ASU every goddamn day and the milage on my car is going through the fucking sunroof. Im in meetings constantly with every advisor in the communication AND design schools AND my therapist. AND im playing momma drizzle while my parents are at work and my brothers stay at home and nag me every fucking minute of they day to drive their asses to the park, chuck e cheese, or whatever the fuck little boys do. ugh. 

Im thinking of changing the design of this blog. what do you think? 

Im getting a little tired of it. Maybe then next time you come on to my site (if you even go on my fucking blog instead of reading it on facebook) it will look different and PRETTY and then maybe you'd like me to design your website or blog. . . . hint hint, wink wink :)

RAWR

IM BACK.

So im back from my month long abandoning this blog. 

I have come back from california two weeks ago to only come back to MORE THINGS TO DO. 

Im out of school for the summer thank god. and out of tempe. 

I really cant stand that place anymore. 

Im in search for an apartment over there and from the looks of it ill be getting a pretty good place. So im excited for living somewhere thats NOT A DORM aka cockroach hotel. 

California was very relaxing and I used it to put myself back together and think up of some new goals for myself. I always used to find goals for myself and make sure everything gets done right away and I fulfill those. Well apparently life doesnt go that way. Its taking a while for everything to come together, but I finally have figured out what I want to do for the rest of my life. And thats to do design and art. I cant find or see myself doing ANYTHING other than that. Just the thought of me becoming an artist/designer makes me excited. So I think im starting out on the right path. 

So being back in Phoenix is SO BUSY and so many things going on in my life. You can probably say im being a little more selfish, Im trying to do things for myself and just trying to figure out the right places I belong. I cannot waste any time here at ASU anymore like I have been just fucking around and feeling sorry for myself and for everyone else. I would go to my friends alot when I had some hard times cause I LOVE my friends so so much. But I think its time to find out my problems by myself and not with the help of alcohol. I NEED TO STOP DRINKING. Now that im at home and obviously cant parade around like an obliterated mess, I cant believe how much I drank at the dorms and how shitty I felt so many times. I was pretty fucked up and I just really hope not to fall into that anymore. Im sick and tired of high school bullshit and people acting basically like little shits. 

All im trying to say is, Its time for us to all grow up. 

Like seriously. 

We are all fucking juniors COLLEGE. when did that happen? Last I saw myself even barely graduating high school. Time is going by faster than ever and while I hate it, I love it cause I am ready to be where I want to be and thats not wasting my time doing things i dont wanna do. 

Anyways. I got into this stage where I need to wear a belt with everything. 

Its kind of odd. But i like it. 

Im making more art than EVER and cant wait to make more. Thats what I love about summer. I dont have bullshit homework to worry about. 

More tomorrow. The end. 

I must resort to blogger text since im in LA and have horrible internet connection

Andrea's cinco de mayo.

I had a very interesting cinco de mayo.......

- dressed up and wore a sparkly top with a black skirt

- went to cvs to buy TONS of red cups and margarita mix. with my sun dollars. [baller]

- took whiskey shots in the bathroom of mcdonalds. i pregamed at mcdonalds. like what?

- walked to VISTAA

- drank tecate, corona, margaritas, and tequila shots :D

- walked to circle k with esteban, elias and me drunk as fuck. and gaby.

- then walked to TT with esteban and elias holding hands

- esteban freaked out and was laying on the middle of the street. LIKEWHAT?

- went to kappa sig and sat on a bed not knowing what was going on and petting christophes puppy, whos name is DRE. coincidence.

- walked back with the boys to cholla.

- attempted to smoke

- after 3 hours we finally did.

- listened to elias and esteban arguing like a married couple haha

- watched the sunrise.

- slept.

- woke up a few hours later hung over as a mother fuck and had a meeting with my scholarship director!

fml.

but it was so much fun.

yay mexico.

Best believe her, you see her, she gettin paid

Times are tough shit. 

But im just going one day at a time. 

I cant wait till its all over. 

done and over. 

over you. 

Today is cinco de mayo. 

its gonna be a horrorfest. 

i cant wait. 

you call me when you need me

well bitch you cant see me

thought maybe id try it out.

thought i didnt give a fuck

cause youre fineee

now i know you play, see?

well now its my turn. 

try and catch me. 

:)

im just tryna have a smoke break. thats all. 

Motherfuck you

Im in phoenix. at starbucks with my dad. "doing homework"

I cant goddamn concentrate and its really frustrating so hopefully after typing this i will get at least something done. 

I have SO MUCH SHIT TO DO this week and i just want to avoid it. Not to mention 429048923084 other things going on. Life sucks. right now, legitimately. Its like im in a fucking blurrrrrrrrrr and the clearer things get the more blurry I want it to be. 

fuck my life. 

On a weirder note, Im here at starbucks right, and me and my dad are sitting next to where they make your drinks and set them out for you. So then this old white lady goes and gets her drink, and starts telling the guy about "authentic horchata" (mexican rice drink) and where you can find it and which ones are fake with the powder and as i looked up my dad looked at me and was like wtf who is this lady she knows nothing about horchata. shes as white as the drink. 

HAHAH. 

it was pretty funny. 

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