Why oh why you try to fail me.

Everyday my life changes significantly. 

Like i live in a motherfucking roller coaster. 

and im starting to get sick

and i might puke. 

but seriously 

I realize that im not made for this. 

im not made for studying, sitting, reading, listening, following. 

no. 

I fucking hate it. 

Instead of taking a quiz, ill do something else and just not give a fuck. 

and then im gonna regret it when the fucking semester ends. 

Im doing more photos and am going to start making my own "business" if you will since ive been getting offers lately. 

Im really going further in my art and making sure that it is out there and people know. 

Its pretty exciting and I cant wait to see where it will take me. 

I really need to focus on whats important. 

its easy for me to stray away 

and become intwined in things that dont even matter. 

like stupid shit. 

like, drama. 

fuck that. 

to honestly tell the truth, 

i dont want to be apart of any fucking drama. 

why would I want to do that to myself 

holding in things that are killing you and really where is that going to take you?

fucking nowhere. 

so i think everyone should just fucking suck it up

and deal with life. 

and stop complaining 

cause its a fucking waste of time. 

and just cherish the time you have with others

no matter who its with, where it is, what you are doing. 

theres no room to be sad, jealous, mad

just be yourself. 

because people can tell when your not.