BLAHHHHH. Im really confused about my current situation aka being at ASU and not giving a fuck. I feel guilty all the time but I cant get myself to even fucking CHECK blackboard cause I know im behind and I dont want to accept it. fuck my motherfucking life.
Today I was walking to school and these two girls were walking in front of me. Then all of a sudden a fucking BEE came and landed on one of the girls shirts and i was like freaking out and they were walking too fast or else i would have told her something and the bee fucking crawled into her hair hahahah :/ I feel bad.
ILL BE BACK.
okback.
My night consisted of eating McDonalds [large] fries and eating a vanilla ice cream cone with gaby, walking to circle k to only discover that they dont cash checks, walking back to cholla in hurricane force winds, and sitting outside enjoying a cigarette on the balcony while my suitemate's brother was talking about how he had nothing nice and called her a bitch in her video. I would say this is a pretty good night.
I had a very interesting conversation with one of my really good friends about life.
Cherish every day with whoever you're with, cause you never know whats gonna happen in a SECOND. Never live with regrets and it doesnt hurt to try something thats been on your mind. after going through hell a few months ago i realized that you can make one irrational decision and your whole life will be, in my case, vanished. its pretty scary, and i just wish that everyone will just calm down and take a look around and be happy that you are with people who loff you and will be there for you. leave the shit at the door, thats for another day. we are so fucking young and have YET our whole entire lives ahead of us. and we shouldnt live our youth in sadness, depression, and regrets. cause at this point in our lives, its a motherfucking party.
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