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And I begin to fade into our secret place.

I spent 48392482948 hours at the mu today
and made a music video.
andddd thats basically fucking it.

oh and i saw miss counselor and ive come to the conclusion that I need some kind of "epiphany"
or else miss driz is going to disappear.
which would be oh, so, tragic.
right?


right.


i need to ask them* something
but i dont know what to say
im not trying to make a big deal about
the situation
but i just want to know some facts.
real?
not?
temporary?
scared?
lonely?
confused?

i was just kind of left hanging,
and i still am now.
its fun to think it,
but i want to know if it is going to happen again.

it replays in my head during the day.
and night.
and anyother times.
i need to do something about it
cause its not healthy.


oh and i cant fucking sleep.
what the hell.
im like a bat.
or a vampire.



if you have never seen Nosferatu, you should.
its a classic horror movie.
its a fucking black and white silent movie.
some of the things dont make sense, or are dumb
but production wasnt at its highest during the 20's
you can watch it on google.video for FREE.
right.
FREE.

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