Andrea.Michelle.

20090413

I think spending alot of time with my family made me realize i really need to stop and think about what im doing as far as school goes. Im not scared but i know that im not gonna go anywhere and im just gonna fuck my self even worse.

Today was so nice with my family. There was a point while we were at breakfast that I just got so emotional and i almost wanted to cry. like what? i dont know.

and then i played with LADY my puppy and she misses me alot and I can tell. lady is like my everything and if anything happens to her i would probably die. the end.

20090411

Never again.

this is me the next morning, hungover, and still a little drunk, talking on the phone to see what happened last night cause i mother fucking blacked out. FML.

tequila+jager+vodka+beer=a fucking good time but with consequences.

20090410

Sertraline Withdrawl.

Its like..... feeling like your on top of the world.
and then all of a sudden an earthquake hits.
then whatever you were standing on crumbles from underneath you.
but you survive.
and then you feel like you shouldn't have.
twitchirritationannoyingyellingscreamingsittinginacornercryingnotgivingonefuck.
its scary.

I read this article in ELLE. And i thought i would like to share it with you. I admire people who are brave enough to wear whatever they fuck they want and not give a shit. however. the number one thing EVER is that you have to pull it off. plain and simple as that. So im sitting at the MU watching people walk along, and I find that ASU is flourishing in the fashion department. People dress up to go to class. and i feel like some go to class in what they partied and got wasted in the night before. there are so many different styles everywhere. but sometimes, bitches cant always pull it off. im not trying to be judgemental or anything. props to them, but its just funny cause sometimes you can tell what kind of person they are by how they dress, or try to dress. theres those who are very independent and dont give a fuck and have other priorities in life [full props], those who want attention and have their shit hanging out [no props], those who are really really trying :(, and those who like to explore and use school to try different things, colors, patterns, ect. This was just a thought i had in mind.

OK IM READY TO GET WASTED. goodbye.

20090409

Would you be nasty with me?

I just re-designed my blog MYSELF
typing in every goddamn letter and symbol possible on my keyboard

But i love it and im proud.
it took me for fucking ever to figure it out. so PROPS.

Im about to go out and get drunk. I cant wait. because all week ive been wasting away doing absolutely fucking nothing but studying and smoking. And to be honest, I didnt really like it.
So lets do something I like to do.

and dance.